Working in the government educated me – revealed an India behind the curtain – its grime, corruption and poverty. The entire three decades were a struggle to do what one was being paid for – an unequal battle against selfish and pompous bureaucrats and politicians installed by us.
Seven years in the United Nations, evaluating and managing development projects in various countries, were a respite for a spirit continuously at war. If this period is excluded I was gifted with 24 transfers in about as many years in service in India.
In 2004 I fought the Pune parliamentary election as an independent candidate not supported by any political party and received 60,000 votes and was defeated by a politician facing a criminal investigation for corruption.
He supported Aam Aadmi Party in its early days as seen in TV panel discussions. Now does not support it.
But there was a good side too. The rocky journey gave us wonderful friendships that never faltered and are with us today. These would never have come our way if the conflict had been abandoned.
The appeal for a better India will be executed by those amongst the young, sensitive to poverty, who will spend some minutes in their day in thinking and asking for reform.
When this happens we will become the greatest of all nations. The world respects guns because there is no choice. But the same world says empty bellies with big guns don't define a modern state.